one of the (less popular) purposes of life is to familiarize oneself with the after-death body so that the act of dying will not create confusion in the psyche.
whatever we diligently build in the imagination will accomplish itself in the circumstances of our lives. then we must take action. that is how to work with probability on your side.
you get born through a hole. live your whole life then when you die, a hole is dug for you. we’re all living hole-y lives, don’t need a book or a prayer to make it so.
last year i was talking to my dealer about life & he told me he hopes i win cos i’m such a good-hearted guy. that well-intended encouragement made me sick to my stomach. i’ve been evil ever since & the wins have been incredible.
perhaps our greatest blessing & our greatest curse is that we're aware of ourselves. a wolf kills because it's a wolf. a human can justify cruelty, romanticize it, or reject it entirely.
all writers must have a splinter of ice in their hearts so that they can be involved in the world & also slightly removed, making triggering observations. the hearts of modern magicians living through this kali yuga must therefore contain glaciers.
@KobenaLutterodt oh yeah. i can accept when someone is even a rapist or murderer. won’t feel any need to change them. but i also won’t feel any need to be their friend or support them in any capacity. secretly would want to 🔫 them instead tbh.
i can tell how fully someone has accepted themselves, by how fully they accept others as they are - & not what they may wish them to be. true self-acceptance naturally creates a respect for everyone to be their fullest selves, even if they’re opposed to your politics, etc.
all i know is put it up & keep on working. i can’t even hold you. i been getting loaded. devils on my shoulders. God got my back so i keep on rolling.