My favourite thing about this one is how it’s entirely dependent on her enthusiastically volunteering to get involved and he knew her well enough to know she would 🥺
& you’ll down play it because it’s hard to believe someone that close to you can hate you but believe it & every single action that confirms it
i’m not sure how to even begin remedying this pain but what i will say to any of you experiencing it. unfortunately this is a part of life. you can put your best foot forward and it may never be enough. make peace with your flaws. you know they are there but make peace with them.
it’s heartbreaking to spend so much time with a person and in the end, only have them speak of your flaws. never the good in you. it makes you feel like wow to this individual, my bad outweighed my good? no matter what you did, this is how they’ll remember you? unreal.
@marfmellow @diosaaaliyah Omg. Thank you so much for this response! I definitely received this with love and see exactly what you are saying. This thought process is exactly what has helped me to do the healing that I needed to do with being easy on myself. You spat nothing but facts 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I don’t think people realize why I always commend my growth. I’ve been through a lot. Made such senseless mistakes. Trauma almost killed me and I made the conscious effort to do the work to forgive myself and dismantle all the toxicity from my character and life. I am that girl.
Unlike the average person, I love spoilers. In fact I need spoilers. Only thing that makes me interested in a show. Before I watch a movie, I read the synopsis.