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call me leo✨|| #sptwt || 21+ || i don’t follow minors 🔞 || i don’t tag triggers || dead dove || gay with @butterballjae 💖🥰

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Finally! After teasing it for like 3 weeks, I’ve finally finished the angsty Stan’s birthday fic! So here it is! Plz read and tell me your thoughts!
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#SouthPark #southparkfanfic #stanmarsh idk how to tag 🤷
https://t.co/b7kUSYNBJl

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@slurmboi69 Your number hasn’t changed tho right??? If so you need to send it to me! Even if we never next lol

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@Ponar15 I went to a screening of the eras tour movie and 3-4 different girls gave me reputation era bracelets when they found out I liked it most but didn’t have time to make any cuz I had to work before the movie. So sweet 💕

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For anyone who is curious, I’ve been stuck in Mouthwashing lately. Not the fandom. Just the story. I’ve been playing the game a lot & started my own fic but haven’t really seen much fandom stuff (outside of what my gf shows me — she wants to cosplay Anya & Daisuke. I’m excited)

[Bri🌈👩🏻‍🦼 @phfatbeatrice]

This is my first birthday with my mom gone… it’s… a lot.

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I’m even gonna bring my journal 3 outta retirement. Might bring my gf’s book of bill too just so we can sit and read through stuff again like big nerds cuz I know this con will be mostly boring (it is every year lol). Also in a not weird way, my gf is cosplaying Mabel! Woot!

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If I cosplay dipper at the con in town this weekend, do you guys want pics? I haven’t cosplayed dipper since like 2017-2018? Idk it was the con that I ended up accidentally hyperventilating at a Wendy cosplayer bc I believe in method acting (and I’m an idiot and gay)

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I also may or may not have gone to see (g)i-dle last friday and am now much poorer but more emotionally fulfilled.

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I’m currently back into gravity falls. Not actively posting anywhere but thought I’d update ✨

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@slurmboi69

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@kyogaloree They’re just using T9 guys, chill

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I’m sorry I’ve not been on here. My eating disorder is in full swing and I’m… ehhh obsessed. Since my mom died, all I can think about is my ED. Anyway. If anyone wants to still follow me I’m on @holdthestormm which is my eating disorder twt. Sorry for being so icky.

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@butterballjae @phfatbeatrice Thanks Jae 💕🫂

[Bri🌈👩🏻‍🦼 @phfatbeatrice]

My mom just lost her fight with bladder cancer.

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Hi. My mom is being put on hospice so I’m pretty tore up over that. Yeah. Thanks for reading.

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I’m going again today with a different friend. Literally can’t afford food but finding time, energy, and money to see this movie in theatres two times in one week 🤭

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At the theatres to see Bigger Longer and Uncut 😋✌️

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At the theatres to see Bigger Longer and Uncut 😋✌️

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-my AC at home is broken
-our gutter fell too. It’s still hanging down 👍
-my laptop got water damaged so 1/3 of the keys don’t work
-literally all of this is just from the last 2 and a half months 😵‍💫😭 guess that’s my update.

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So life right now:
-mom’s cancer is pretty bad and she’s staying at a nursing home & texting me about dying nearly daily
-ex-friend is leaving the basement but in hoarders conditions
-I’m having to cut off our internet bc I can’t afford it
-my drinking is kinda out of control

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-I’m constantly dissociated lately so if you reach out and I don’t reply, it’s probably because I either forgot, was too drunk, or had a panic attack and then forgot.
-I’m the one having to update everyone about my mom’s condition so I’m texting 7+ people with every change

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Hi. I’m mostly not on here. But I’m around, and do see notifications on here. My life has been falling to pieces lately in every way imaginable so I’m just.. trying to survive, I guess. I have been writing a lot but it’s been exclusively for the Coffin of Andy and Leyley 🫣