Make the decision and have faith that you’ll make it on the other side regardless of what you choose. Believe that you have the strength to make it out of whatever there is. Just choose for the sake of your mental. Overthinking is so annoying. Working on this myself lol.
Sometimes I will literally overthink and needlessly stress myself into complete sadness. PLEASE go outside, get out of that room, and PLEASE be kind to yourself. None of us know wtf we're doing lmao but we'll be okay.