you’ve done everything in your power to preserve this thing. you communicated, you compromised, you listened, you waited, you understood, you expressed emotions, you suppressed emotions, you tried. surrender to where life takes you now that this is no longer in your control.
Most ppl dont want to hear this, but real relationships that last involve a lot of forgiveness. You have to accept the fact that your partner isnt perfect & will hurt you, disappoint you, & upset you. You have to figure out if you're willing to go thru ups & downs with them