My discernment goes so crazy .. i literally can tell if you don't like me and you could be being nice... I can tell if you just talk about me but act normal around me .. I can tell if you have a bad spirit... I can tell allat.. and sometimes I'll think I'm tripping cause other ppl would be like no they not like that and whole time 😭 I was right!!
i think a constant theme in my life is to be more self-centered. every time I don’t put pouring into me first I’m shown why that was an awful decision.
I appreciate days where nothing dramatic happens, no bad news, no stressful interactions, no overwhelming thoughts. Just a normal, quiet day where everything is calm. Those are the days that actually feel like rest.