Thinella

give me collar bones or give me death

[Flynn @FlynnW1975]

i wish i was a child again

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

@thinsomnia hiding it from my parents as opposed to now hiding it from my husband, while working full time and being a mother. So much guilt

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

@thinsomnia it sounds bad but I'd much rather go back to 15 with an ed, not caring because "who cares about me?" And my biggest worry be...

[♡vile♡ @thinsomnia]

@thinsomnia you think "once I move out Im NEVER buying food"

But you will
And from there you're on your own to figure out how to eat it.

[♡vile♡ @thinsomnia]

it's so different having an ED when you're 18+ vs 13-14 years old.

So many more responsibilities
but mentally still fearing a fuckin taco.

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

I go back to the doctor in a month. The number is going to go down. It has to.

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

I'm so tired of getting bigger.

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

On popcorn and chocolate.

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

Binged like the fat fuck I am.

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

God I just want a friend

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

Day 3 of less than 400 calories and doing good. Low blood sugar is getting to me though... Ugh

[Thinella @ivory_skin]

My lunch today >>>>