when I got formally diagnosed, my oldest sister was like "you're not autistic. if all those things mean you're autistic, then our whole family is autistic"
imagine being 17 years old and your first role out of the gate is starting opposite julie andrews and it becomes a well loved classic she was ALWAYS ment to be a star
went to subway and the lady who hired me (at 17) was the one who took my order and i haven’t seen this lady in like 8 years so i’m like “omg do you remember me i worked here” and she goes “i’m sorry honey u guys come and go i don’t remember anymore” oh-
i wake up, i cry over spilt milk, put all of my eggs in one basket, bite off more than i can chew, jump the gun, fly off the handle and then die on that hill