A man's desire to become a father is always paid for by a woman with her body, her health, her career, and her freedom.
But when a woman expects a comfortable life, she is somehow shamed for wanting too much
“Men suffer in silence."
No, they don’t. They treat everyone around them like dogshit.
They externalize their feelings onto the women closest to them, usually.
I can help you. It's called jealousy. You are very jealous. You are racked with jealousy.
She has control over her life, has seen things you haven't, can afford things you can't. You feel insignificant in comparison, like a loser, and so the jealousy eats away at your soul.