@Tangerinefanno1 Itโs fine really, now Iโm still exploring my sexuality in secret. I donโt care about my religion at all in fact Iโm not even religious at all and is secretly agnostic atheist lol
God i still remember when i was 8 years old and found out i like girls, i secretly cry myself to sleep because itโs a sin in my religion and have internalised homophobia because of it.
Shit I just remembered my occupational therapist told me to write a diary since I didnโt like to express my feelings directly but I literally didnโt do it at all. The next appointment is next month fuckkkk