God canceled your plans to save your life. He sent you the other direction to avoid danger. He fights battles you know nothing about. His plan is better than yours.
A healing stage is disgust. Yes, disgust. You will be DISGUSTED by the people whose love you sought. You will feel embarrassed about the choices you made and the people who had access to you who didn’t deserve it. Feel this feeling then let it go.
That will NEVER be you again.
you know what? sometimes it's hard for me to communicate how i feel because i don't always understand why i feel the way i feel. i need someone who is patient enough to understand my silence, i just want someone to be there for me so i don't feel alone
Gaslighting is when they always mess with your mind by blaming you for reacting to their toxic behaviour, but never discuss their disrespect that triggered you.
It’s so important to honor your standards at all times. You know what you deserve and you know exactly what you do not deserve. You do a lot for people and you deserve all of that back and more. Don’t convince yourself otherwise. Trust your gut.