@invaelid Disappearing from every group chat for three weeks because you're having a low moment and don't want anyone to think you're weaponizing your sadness
I want to unburden myself and lash out at everything and everybody. I want everyone to know the full weight of my misery and anger. But honestly I wouldn’t wish this kind of pain on my worst enemy.
Anyone ever have like an "ego birth" where you come back to your identity after a period of dissociation and are finally able to embody a fragmented part of yourself and realize your place in this world and embrace the persona with pride
I have gotten pretty fucked up, and typing does actually become fairly difficult. I had to edit one sentence like, ten ish times for it to be coherent.
The whole "lack of body listening to brain" definitely helps it.
I slept in my truck that night. Was gr8. Not ever doing that again though.
I remember dating a guy not too far from my house, and I sneak to go spend the night at his place.
When I woke up by 5 to go back home, I no see my slippers for his door again, I wore his own back home, as I reach house my slippers was right at my door.
My mum came to take my slippers so dat I go know say she catch me😭
“Why don’t you tell anyone when you’re struggling?”
Because sometimes opening up feels like talking to the police. You tell them what hurts, and somehow everything you said ends up being used against you later.