so remember all the times you sat there on your phone. Always trying to be fucking reasonable. Always making me feel like it’s my fault when all I needed to hear was “yeah fuck them” instead of gaslighting me.
i literally fucking think about killing myself every day... since i was fucking 13 some days i dont think about it some days but it is the worst feeling in the fucking world when you feel like no one is on your side. not even your family