I'm actively trying to unlearn every toxic trait within me. Ion want to argue, be disrespectful, act cold or question love. i want to be emotionally intelligent, gentle and intentional w my person.
i HAVE to get myself out of this position. it’s time for me to fully surrender to God. It’s been a absolute traumatic and excruciating battle for MONTHS, almost a year, on end. . and I cannot keep going on like this. . it’s time for change. It’s time for surrender and obedience.
forgiving myself for staying in spaces past the expiration date, past the reciprocity of care, past the display of compassion. love should make you want to try, but not at the expense of your own intuition.
Once you fck with a ngga that works hard , don’t knock yo PH balance off , don’t disrespect you , don’t put his hands on you , don’t be out here fcking btches , don’t be in everybody’s dm ect.. you’ll never go back to the sht you use to put up with i promise 🥰🥰😮💨
I always find myself going through my toughest times alone. I be crying my eyes out & my heart be aching so bad and I won’t call on a soul. That’s why I always go ghost when my feelings are hurt all I know is being there for myself.