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المصداقية وضمان المدة شعارنا

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

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[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

You getting sick only made me upset that I couldn’t calm the situation down and say or do the right thing

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

I just want to be able to be vulnerable with you

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

Do you remember when you told me that I looked happier? I felt like sobbing. My emotions are too much sometimes and I’m constantly in a state of up and down

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

I have a lot to say but I’m giving it space for a minute so that I know exactly what to say

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

I don’t even know what to say or do

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

i am being devoured by my own mind

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

Your needs were though. As best as I could. I couldn’t whisper when you needed it shouted. And who we are now is so far apart. I couldn’t communicate. Not then. And now it’s so awful. How could it ever come back?

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

Therapy opened up why today. I’m tired of hating myself and wanting more and hating myself. It was never you.. your needs matter but so do mine. I’m so sick of destroying everything just to survive

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

Pages in my journal..

“Dreamt of you. You came into an open door. Everything felt whole, and safe, and passionate”

I have left my door unlocked each night since.”

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

Trying to figure it out and it’s honestly a nightmare and for the first time therapy actually helped me identify what my brain is doing to myself and honestly this shit is so hard I don’t feel like I’m ever going to be okay

[𝒱ℯ𝓇ℴ🍂 @Veronicapg39]

"Tengo miedo de las cosas que tocan mi corazón, Milena. Por eso huyo de ellas y de ti. Te escribo, sin embargo, por qué no puedo hacer otra cosa"
Frank Kafka

[jaysee @jayseemusic90]

I thought I was going to move.. And then I was asked to stay and offered a teaching job. But I’m not sure it’s enough to dig myself out of the hole I’m in. I don’t know what to do

[Gray @GrayKoiFish]

They’ll be so much happier when I’m gone

[ًًً @viloperv]

i feel so stuck in the middle like i can’t get any closer but i can’t let go either

[𝙂𝙐𝙎𝙏𝘼𝙑 ☁️✨ @RapGoblin]

mac miller was right, i'll do anything for a way out of my head

[em𖦹˚. ᵎᵎ @yslyunkii]

i’m so exhausted mentally and physically i just want to sleep forever

[♡ @moonrisens]

ive genuinely tried so hard and everything i do is still wrong i dont know what i am supposed to do anymore

[percocet @LEKLEEEERRKKKK]

i really dont know what to do anymore

[by @beyouforeal]

God please let me get my spark back