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@pink_haircassie most likely low electrolytes , throwing up takes so much out of your body ;_;

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i feel like someday soon i am going to break into pieces and i wont know how to put myself back together again

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@lilablod i truly understand .. but please remember that the twin is actually not evil , she is just hurting
but she is not worth more than you or your life for that , because you are just as sick as you were then even if it doesnt feel like it
꒰ U - ·̫ - ꒱ﾉ꒰ •̥ ·̫ •̥Ｕ ꒱

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i hate food so much i jsut wantvto pick up all of the food in my house and throw ut on the floor and stamp on it and theow it out the window and then Kill myself with a knife

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looking through my old tweets makes me scared because i remember nothing
i do not ever remember being nauseous

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how can i stop feeling unbearably nauseous helpppppp

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i hate lying and i also hate the vulnerability of telling the truth so i will just be silent

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@lilablod 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍i love you
these people do not listen , we might as well just be talking corpses to them .. i am glad that we will never live a life as useless and sad as theirs

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if i cant have this back then id rather just be dead

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@BlueAmberol when you die your life will flash before your eyes and you will see nothing but years wasted in depravity and your body will rot into the earth and stink just as much as your repulsive soul

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can i live off of a diet of two bowls of cereal a day ?

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@pink_haircassie you are not a bad person for this , i feel the same way when my dad hugs me :'(
she should understand and accommodate you for something like this , im sorry that she doesnt

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my new diet will be bland cereal and jasmine tea

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@bebiteef oh wow ... the way youve described this makes me feel much better about my goals ;_;<3
i relate so much , its a shame that our physical forms dictate so much about who we are as people ,, but the pain is also definitely a part of my expression too even if its hard to deal with

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@bebiteef thank you for your kind words ,,🤍✨
when i first acheived this weight , it was because i was desperate for a meaningful end goal .. which i found in the end was hollow
and now i only want it back for greed and vanity , so i guess this is why its become so difficult ( ߹ ⩊ ߹ )

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if i am just consistent and stick to 1200 calories a day i can be at my goal weight by september , since extreme restriction does not seem to be working ...
i just have to be patient
but my all-or-nothing thinking makes me feel like it is not even worth it if i dont go all out

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@spadedAlice A monster
i am not a girl i am a hideous beast
all thirty year old men who look upon my disgusting body with lust will be the first lifeforms reduced to steaming ash once global warming finally begins to claim us all

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i hate myself
i hate looking in the mirror