I had a french professor who once said if you just did something like going to the supermarket and experienced it fully without the goggles of habit and catégories you would go crazy with pure sense and joy. I think about it all the time. In a way this is all for him.
i bought mangos for a picnic tmr that i was looking forward to so much but now i have to go take my math final without even the sweet promise of mangos on the other side