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IT IS ALWAYS A LESSON OR A BLESSING.

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maybe growing up isn't about having all the answers.
maybe it's about learning to live with the questions, to embrace the uncertainty and to keep going even when it feels like you're stumbling in the dark. and maybe, just maybe, there's beauty in that.

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YOU KNOW IT'S ENDING WHEN THEIR PRESENCE FEELS LONELIER THAN THEIR ABSENCE

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YOU KNOW ALL MY DREAMS YOU WERE ONE SO IT SEEMED AND I LOVE YOU BUT WITH YOU IT'S HEARTACHE I BREATHE

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I LOVE THE ART OF NOTICING
SOMEONE NOTICING YOUR FAVORITE SNACK THE WAY YOUR FACE LIGHTS UP WHEN YOU GET EXCITED ABOUT SOMETHING JUST THE SMALL THINGS IN LIFE..

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I'M JUST MAD AS HELL CAUSE I LOVED THIS PLACE AND THE PEOPLE IN IT..

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Imagine losing communication with me and never hearing my laugh again, my weird questions, my deep conversations, my way of seeing life, my spark, and most of all, my love and my essence.

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OH KAY TAGAL KITANG MINAHAL..
OH KAY TAGAL DIN KITANG MAMAHALIN...

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You really think i would leave you?
I literally look at picture of you and us to cheer me on a bad day.

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SOMETIMES I START TO WONDER WAS IT JUST A LIE??

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Not everything familiar is meant to stay—especially when it no longer nurtures who we are becoming. Yet letting go doesn’t mean forgetting. The people we once loved, the streets we once knew deeply—they don’t disappear.

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It’s strange how something can feel safe simply because it’s what we’ve always known, even when it’s quietly unraveling. But comfort isn’t always love, and staying isn’t always the same as belonging. Some people, some places, are meant to meet us only in certain seasons.

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Some people bring you a million blessing some people teach you a million lessons
All that I learned, it wasn't my turn
It wasn't thе right time
Some peoplе come in your life for a reason others they come in your life for a season.

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Healing isn't linear and it won't ever be. As normal human beings, we would consider having relapses as being weak, because one minute you're doing just fine but the next thing you know you're crying about it again and back to square one.

let it hurt until it doesn't

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If you love, love their darkness too. Not just their light.

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As I grew older, I learned that the key to surviving the day is not positivity, it's acceptance. Accepting that not all days are good and you will have bad days, you make mistakes, you fail, you mess up, everythings not going to fall into place and that's okay.

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People were created to be loved, and things were created to be used: the reason why the world is in so much chaos right now is because peale are being used and things are being loved."💯

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Niki was right about
"Don't listen to them, 'cause what do they know?"
Do they understand how I fell for you? What we talk about in the middle of the night? How happy we are together? The way we look at each other, and all the reasons I choose to hold on?

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the world is too wide to stay in a place that isn't for you :)

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If nothing feels right, be patient.

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I'll wait for you
Even though it always feels like I'll be number two
To someone you can't hold anymore❤️‍🩹