@banamonkei i'm really sorry :< you don't ever deserve that at alll and if you need someone to talk to about it just hmu if you wanna i hope you're doing okay <33
@HachiShiii1 nooo the universe isn't punishing you for anything life is just shitty sometimes or a lot of the time lol but you got what it takes to keep going to the good days ayyyyy
@HachiShiii1 and what matters most is whats inside and you are such a beautiful amazing person on the inside and i just know your outward appearance reflects that too in ways you just can't see rn but others can trust
@HachiShiii1 you didn't ruin anything hachi your body is changing in tiny ways every single way as you grow and develop and sometimes you might not like the way it looks for a while but eventually things are gonna settle down and you'll learn to love the way you are