gonna skip my 5th workout of the week tonight sorry yall sorry people who are watching me sorry sorry ill just hate myself a little tomorrow its ok next week is first week of school so i get a tiny restart okay sorry everyone forgive me
being physically unable to share any feeling or emotion with anyone after a certain point so u just get eaten up from the inside by bitterness and sadness
i think my goal is to be like bmi 16-17 idk i feel like its pretty easy to maintain and i might start going to the gym honestly i started wanting to lose weight because i wanted to go to the same gym as my friends bit most of my school goes to that gym and i didnt wanna feel fat