i have been getting hustled by a damn color block app, making me waste money i don’t have, while having trash movies playing in the background for the last 4 hours to distract my brain.
If we never talk again, or if this silence between us really is the end of everything, I hope you never forget that I cared about you deeply.
No matter how things turned out, you were someone who truly mattered to me, and a part of me will always care about you.
not being allowed to talk to your favorite human, your best friend, love of your life is the worst kind if torture. extra worse knowing i did that to myself.