I’m sorry my feelings are hurt because you pursued me first, told me what I wanted to hear, listened to the things others did to me, made my walls come down, and then did exactly what you said you wouldn’t— that wasn’t gangster of me
you’re doubting yourself because you’ve never been here before. that’s okay. there are many places you had never been before and you grew through them, even when you thought you couldn’t. gracefully, you will bloom here too.