Went home and sent her a message at night. Same, felt steady and not needy. She responder well of course. Which is surprisingly not surprising to me anymore. Im feeling used to winning (little by little). My connection with God better than ever! Love this
61 days #nofap#semenretention. Closed the week reaching my productive goals (didnt procrastinate as mich as before). I approached a woman yesterday outside of the gym. Always found her attractive and just went for it. Felt great! Funny and adequate. Got her number and..
Thats how long Ive been masturbating, so is it possible that masturbating was the cause of all the depression, anguish and awkwardness I was living in? Thats how great I feel. Thank Jesus π for showing me the way out of sin and giving me a new life.
60 days #nofap#semenretention. I have no words to explain this. My life has already changed. Every encounter i have with people is now pleasant. Im just starting to see how anxious and awkward I was all of the time! Ive been taking prozac for 20 years..
Im a trader and its like God is on my side. Every trade I do goes well. My goal is to discover what is the purpose God has for me. According to what I've read Ill be more clear on that around day 90. Although I feel I never want to masturbate or watch corn ever again. God bless.
Day 50 of #Nofap and #Semenretention. I dont want to jinx it but I feel like almost 100% of my social fear is gone. I spoke in public today and felt way more secure than all my life. Feel like Im myself again little by little, a self that I didnt feel for more than 25 years.