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Finally nineteen, Coney Island Queen.

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I'm learning how to code in Swift, the @getmimo way! 🚀

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I'm learning how to code in Swift, the @getmimo way! 🚀

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Like I swear every time I step into a car with the radio on its the exact same play list as two years ago +3 new overplayed songs

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Someone please tell me how the radio is still playing royals

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Why talk to me when you don't need to

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But now I'm so aware of how mundane I really am and I don't want to bother. It's just me speaking to cold air.

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I remember feeling so excited to be excited around you and talking about what GOT me excited

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Do you find yourself when yourself was wrong? Do you talk to someone who doesn't want to talk to you?

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Any empty space that was imagination and idea is now just a big void you try to fill.

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And as you keep getting put down you internally feel caved in, as if all your opinions, feelings and perceptions are straight up "wrong"

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And you make all these sacrifices and lie to yourself and tell yourself it's for you and you've changed your perspective and you end up lost

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...somewhere along the way you lost the you that was inspired- that wanted to create something about how you lived and saw life.

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And you realize that as you force yourself to live by somebody else's standards and definitions of "good life " / what they want from you...

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Serena Harding #CharactersOfRTA

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Lmao these are all shots from movies/shows..... Ok https://t.co/GIm0uNZGqn

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How are you suppose to get up for work when your cat is sleeping on you...

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I keep dressing way too warm because of how cold it was last week 😫

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@GrowLeDavid yo I MESSAGED YOU

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This sucks. This really sucks.

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"I don't know how long we'll have money, so I figure I should spend as much as fast as I can."