im genuinely thinking of k wording myself like for real, im not afraid of it, my heart doesnt ache at the fact ill never be with my friends and ofc my dog, i have no ounce of happiness left in my body
im probably going through thr worst depression of my life but i have to stay silent bc my friend is also going through something and i want to be nothing but good support
ive been bed ridden sick for the past 2 weeks and i still have a fever but had enough strength to go to school. i havent been able to fast at ALL because im given food to take before medicine :( im also unable to burn off any calories and ive seen a particular weight gain.