He manipulated you AGAIN?!?!?! AGGHHHHH!! What a manipulative… conniving… DICTATOR!! WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM??!?!?!!! Why would he manipulate you…?? Why would he do that…? Did you give in? NOOOOOOO!!!
You misunderstand the purpose of the long shower. I'm not doing anything in there. I am literally staring into nothingness and using the sensory input of falling water to temporarily wash away some of the horror of corporeal human life.