unfortunately me and you have to get married because i’m not letting anyone else fall in love with the eyes i fell in love with, what’s mine is mine respectfully
And yk what? I am a yearner. I do listen to music thinking about us, I do look forward to every time I get to see you, I do look at pictures of us, and I replay our conversations in my head.
i hate being passively suicidal because my suicidal thoughts have gotten so much fucking worse but i still don’t have any intention of killing myself at the moment so it feels too selfish to just tell someone i keep thinking about killing myself
No one talks about how draining it is when your mood is constantly switching between 'its okay, I don't care, I'll be okay' and 'I don't know how much more I can take'