🌻笛爱霞🌻

28. A seemingly abstract concept of death. Brown eyes save lives. Majorly depressed. Just a girl wishing to be a Vampire.🌼

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Me: comes out crying from my therapy appointment
Brian: you wanna get boba?

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I can’t wait to move but I don’t look forward to the packing of all my stuff and moving the cats 30 minutes north

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I don’t wanna work tonight. At all.

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Just finished Earth’s End by Elise Kova and WTF IS HAPPENING I AM ENRAGED AND CANT START THE FOURTH BOOK UNTIL MONDAYYYY (bc homework)

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Trying to find someone to cover a fucking shift is impossible when I’m pretty sure I had a cyst burst while I was as work today

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

…I am so behind on household chores bc I’ve been sick and we’ve been going out to spend time with Brian’s family since Thursday

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Can’t sleep. To many thoughts of friends hurting me and not seeing what they’ve done

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

How long does it take a whole group chat to figure out that I’m not responding anymore? Stay tuned

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I deserve better friends than what Texas has given me

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Craving dim sum like a mad woman

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

It’s like BAD how tempted I am to leave a group chat with my friends because I feel like a spare part in the friendship

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Well I’m back to one meal a day

[stelz✩ @stelzam]

as the eldest sibling, i really wish i had an older sibling

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I’m in love with my fiancé except for when I’m about to go to sleep and he asks if I want to continue our spat from the night before

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I went a midnight release for a book when I open 5 hours later. I’m so tired

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Does having accidentally c*tting my wrist count as a relapse when I was joking about coworkers 5150-ing me?

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Half of me really just wants to elope so I don’t have to deal with family hovering

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I’m trying to write my stupid English project and my laptop just keeps turning off. This is fine. It’s just a day late. It’s fine.

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

There’s some fun things that are happening when my family comes down in the fourth!!! I’m excited!!!

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

Really sad I had to leave my concert before the encore last night but I was getting a migraine so bad I didn’t want to throw up on the girls in front of me

[🌻笛爱霞🌻 @kashakit]

I had a feeling my youngest sister wasn’t going to come down to see me in October with the rest of the fam when I heard who she’d started hanging around with