Trying to explain the grief and disbelief I feel with Liam’s death to my family is bringing me back to being twelve years old and trying desprately to get them to understand the impact this band has had on me. It’s been 10 years yet nothing has changed
you wake up. turn your phone on & blast blue light all over your face. with squinted eyes, you then proceed to read everyone’s opinions, which put you right in fight or flight mode before you even get out of bed. & you wonder why you are stuck in a loop of never-ending unease.