ambie

an-bp | Developed my ED in my 20s 🫠

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@starboy_cals Thank you lovely, I’ve not been this irritated in a while because especially us disordered folk are aware of what triggers others. It gets to a point when your that widely perceived by so many vulnerable individuals, shes my no1 trigger rn and i hate it 😭

[ambie @kc4ls_]

Idc ariana is pissing me off by clearly wearing and posting stuff to show off how underweight she is, I’m not a public figure and even I’m more conscious of the wellbeing of others seeing that of my body

[ambie @kc4ls_]

My scale won’t work so I’m once again asking…. 🥲

What bmi does this look?

(155cm, 22yrs)

[ambie @kc4ls_]

BMI?

[ambie @kc4ls_]

I’ve lost my voice for 5 days…

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@exhalethesin @fastingeli What we CAN do is different to what we SHOULD do. No it’s not illegal to post the way she is, but the world would be an awful place if people thought and acted with that mindset

[ambie @kc4ls_]

BMI guess?

After lots of walking and wearing layers so I’m a bit swollen

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@jasonchainwax @DashaPovova @AshaDaviid Rather than profit off them, I think implementing something where they have a responsibility to use their wealth and platform to benefit the population is a better treatment towards them and for a net positive.

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@DashaPovova @AshaDaviid Fr I hate the argument of “she should expect this becoming famous” or “well don’t become famous then”… why do we treat celebrities like this, why is this the norm? We can treat them as humans

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@BloodborneKartX @AshaDaviid It’s important though that we change the norms around how famous people are treated. I think just because this is how it’s always been and expected with fame, we could reshape it and change it for the better

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@Lylylimia Do they give tips if it lands me in a hospital bed

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@Chimaforkeeps Obesity like this is often due to a mutation in the leptin gene or the Mc4r, so mainly genetic. Your brain literally tells you it’s never satisfied and you have kinda never ending appetite signals

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@Drag_Crave

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@buttermilksalem @misaflorae There’s over 200,000 people in one of the eating disorder communities lol, there’s multiple on here but yeah

[ambie @kc4ls_]

Locking in 1x 35-40hr fast a week, I will loose weight.

I know I can do it, I have the discipline, but I’ve let myself goooooo lately and I’m sick of it. Life has been busy, bp has been the only source of comfort, but if I want to loose I need to be strict w myself

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@absquatulat3 Omg me lowkey using blind boxes as a motivator too 😭😭

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@bl00dnB0nee It’s giving projecting something she’s got going on cause wtf, that’s crazy and feels so aggresive for no reason against Ed’s in general

[ambie @kc4ls_]

To go for longer or not 🤔

[ambie @kc4ls_]

Think I’m heavily relapsing back into fasting, I’ve been so triggered and exhausted lately and I’ve a doc appointment coming up which also shifted my mind for some reason.

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@Notapiggynomore @077203575y @jaderexiic There’s countless but one of the more startling effects is a heart attack from electrolyte imbalance, or a oesophageal rupture.

[ambie @kc4ls_]

@venwithus @PlanetMars161 @jaderexiic The restriction aspect also comes into play, restricting intake outside of the binge purge episodes resulting in low weight