I get Lydia a cake donut from Shipleys for a special birthday treat, excited to see her have her first donut. No interest. Wants my ham & cheese kolaches instead. Happy Birthday kid 🤦🏻♀️😂
Mornings are sometimes hit or miss with Lydia. (I guess that’s everyone really.) But today the first thing she did was slam into me for the biggest hug. She just sat in my lap giving me a big hug for minutes. I love that little girl so much.
Time is flying by so quick, Lydia will be 2 in four days. I don’t want to waste a single second of my girl being little and I certainly don’t want to spend days getting irritated and angry with her for just doing things two year olds do.
Now we’re just laying here, she’s nursing to sleep for the night and I just feel so overwhelmed with thinking about all the ways I could have been better today. The mom-guilt is so real and I can only hope for a better day tomorrow. 💔
Days like today just destroy me as a parent. It’s been such a bad day. I’ve felt so angry and irritated, which makes me short tempered with Lydia and she doesn’t deserve that. I didn’t want to play, my patience was thing and just couldn’t shake the anger.