♱ maya

16 ☆ an-r + purging disorder
ifb edrtwt

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

𝄞 intro so i dont look crazy talking to myself here

16 ☆ 10 june
- i have AN b/p, ifb edrtwt
- i like pretty bj dolls, j-fashion and psychology, i dream of becoming a forensic psychologist if this disorder doesn't kill me

dni: basic dni, fatphobes, normaltwt

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

@grittergutter i had the same issue at the hospital i was told my cholesterol levels are crazy high?? it could be genetic apparently, or somehow from malnutrition idek

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

i kinda think i might have arfid but its not something thats acknowledged or diagnosed in my country so i guess ill never know

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

@semisemantic @dumbcalico27 @bonez4kitty bmi of 17 isnt overweight even for children in what world do u live in???

[larporexic @bmi_5billion]

trying to start ANY hobby past the age of 10

[bea 🐹 forced res @beascalories]

anything living starved will die

[kel 🎶 @kelsunz]

when an onlyfans bot follows u but u kinda need the follow 😅😅😅😅

[Maren @mspan56]

I want to want recovery so bad

[larporexic @bmi_5billion]

prioritizing protein to preserve the muscle mass i dont have

[sunday @dollibvn]

Why is all pro-recovery content about babies and never about the severe heart damage, bone density loss, cardiovascular damage, and the hormone disruption

[raye☕️🍁 @ghostivyleaves]

I'm so serious one day this eating disorder is gonna kill me but not in any of the typical ways I am gonna get hit by a car while doing a food poll

[bug @buggybuggyb]

feeling cold all the time even though im still fat

[vi ୨ৎ @bearberryvee]

my favorite kind of dessert is the kind with those little chocolate curls on the top

[nia 🦢 @forestsnymph]

the concept of having felt skinny at bmi 19 while now feeling like the fattest chud ever at bmi 16-17 will genuinely kill me

[౨ৎShoko Ieiri of BLKEDTWT @weedburnscals]

Can I talk about how a vocal minority of orthorexics really bother me with how they have this superiority complex because they dont consume a lot of processed food and do clean eating. Like that gives them a right to look down on junkorexics or just ppl with other disorders

[ᵏⁱᵗᵗʸ is HEALING🌷 @kiittymaxxing]

after like 3 good interactions oomfs get promoted to favoomf im very easy to please

[2hollis of edtwt @ihateeverythibg]

what i want more than anything actually

[Lucas 🥕 @lukewarmm1lk]

YES Im anorexic

YES I am licking every crumb off my plate.

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

@starsarepr3ttyy @dumbcalico27 @bonez4kitty they look kinda bloated in the pic aswell, i agree w u 100%

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

sleeping with a heart monitor on tonight this shit is so uncomfortable

[♱ maya @keytothecure]

@dumbcalico27 @bonez4kitty ur overestimating how small bmi 16 really looks