@ImagenRetro Waking Life (2001).
If thinking isn't your thing then you're better off not wasting your time. But if you like to think you won't regret it :)
Shoutout to @KidCudi, I didn't think much of it then but his music really did help a lonely kid with no siblings or pets and a drug problem feel less lonely. Looking back 10 years later I realize how much that love meant to me and I'm extremely grateful for it <3
But whatever, in the present day this has no importance whatsoever outside of my head. Idc that you dc, I just hope I can someday help out other kids climb out of the same hole I was once in
About a year ago (when I was 23) I started hearing that voice again, but this time I didn't force it to shut up. I've been working with it and now I've got a normal functioning conscious that helps me out and shit
Also I'm pretty sure all the hallucinogens I stupidly started experimenting with at 14 caused some long-term damage. I didn't even ask what it was, I just popped a pill I was offered without thinking
Fucked up bc I grew up without the social interactions of siblings or pets with parents who worked most of the time and it really shows bc I don't feel like myself when I'm around others