now i know kenapa kita dianjurin jam 10 malam udah harus tidur, karena kalo begadang sampe jam 2 pagi nanti penyakit wondering was wrong with me and begging someone in my life-nya kumat huft
i just want something to finally go right. something to make me believe that maybe life is changing too.
so, october, please be gentle with me. i’ve been strong for long enough ❤️🩹
dear october, i hope you know how badly i need you to be different.
please be the month that finally answers the prayers i’ve carried quietly for so long. let wishes find their way home, and let all this trying to stay strong finally be heard..
i’ve spent enough time making peace with things i never wanted to lose. i’ve been patient with delays, with unanswered prayers, with life not going the way i imagined. i don’t want another lesson, another test, or another reason to be patient.