@cominginlast god this is so real and i feel guilty whenever i have those thoughts but i feel like society has conditioned us to be "disgusted" by overweight people and that it's not specifically the eating disorder talking in some circumstances iykwim??
@urietwt you're obviously COMPLETELY allowed to forgive but i urge you not to forget
please do what is genuinely best for you and take care of yourself โค๏ธโค๏ธ
@rottontoenail EXACTLYY!!
when i originally started opting for coke zero rather than normal coke some people would question it since i'd never cared before, but i think they'd spontaneously combust if i started getting fucking apple slices๐ญ๐ญ๐ฅน
just a thought on why i believe that posting fatspo of people is never justified, even and especially on #edrtwt , from someone with an ed
i wrote this while waiting for my train so pardon me for any mistakes or parts that seem a bit hastily written