@realgirl_fieri spending most of our time together talking abt one of their other friends. nothing drives me more crazy than a friend who makes it obvious theyd rather be w someone else LOL
@lees3olvr @vulpescals the constant stress of being anxious over everything has made me lash out over really small minor things 😭 and i crave friends and social affection so fucking bad but i never try to actually invest bc i assume they dislike me so its just a never ending cycle
i was in the heat of development early schizophrenia and my therapist told me, a deathly paranoid 16 yr old, i was a selfish narcissist who was only paranoid bc i saw the worst in ppl and assumed they gave af abt me 👍