julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475

24 ₊✩‧₊˚✧˖ was inpatient now back at it 𖥔 5’10/178cm bmi 15s

[cassie @notverycassie]

having an eating disorder will make you excited over shit like going to walmart

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

everyone is skinny except for me 🫩

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

so nauseous lately just cannot eat

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

having been at a low weight in the past screws with you because i'm BMI 15.5 currently and all i can do is disappointedly compare it to 13.0

[⋆.𐙚˚ 𝗔𝗻𝗱𝘆 ♡.°⑅ ꒱ @minopewar]

how many people do you think thought they were eating too much, or that they're larpers before their heart stopped ot they died from organ failure?

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

will never understand people who post bodychecks and then get upset when people interact with them. don't post them then

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

boyfriend eating out tonight you know what that means JULEP GETS TO MAKE HER OWN DINNERRR

[wonyette @wonyrexiic]

HAPPY NATIONAL OATMEAL DAY 🥣🤩

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

hierarchy of needs pyramid but heating pad is at the top

[chu @tdwder]

this is gonna be ALL of us in 4 days 😂😂😂🤞🤞🤞

[ruhzie @jeonvampz]

how the entire month of october has felt

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

as someone who was diagnosed with autism when i was very young it’s actually a nightmare these days with the self diagnosed autism epidemic. i have never and will never bring my own diagnosis up in any casual/irrelevant situation because i will be lumped in with a bunch of idiots

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

bruh i’m screwed i passed out in front of my boyfriend and he genuinely had to catch me so me under eating is gonna be on his radar and on top of it all i hit my nose hard as fuck and it hurts

[morg @namgyuing]

“I wish I was anorexic” “I wish I was bulimic” what’s so appealing about life ruining disorders to you people

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

my deficit is unreasonably large but i have to lose weight so

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

compulsive exercise will have you throwing up in the kitchen sink then getting back to the workout i am in HELL

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

@anti_calorie u are soooo right babe

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

male intern at work mansplaining something extremely simple to me…who’s gonna tell him i have a graduate degree in the field he’s pursuing his bachelor’s in

[🪽 of edrtwt @esthhery]

"this disorder will kill you"

[julep ꔫ ⋆.˚𖥔˚ relapse #1938475 @popsikcals]

and that i earned it from the #1 ranked program for this field in the usa