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CW: ??? UGW: 75lbs ★ shedtwt & kleptotwt ★ Block don’t report 🇵🇸🍉

[★ @koiboishedacc]

@user113974026 definitely irl skinny idk what the ppl in the comments are talking about.. i do think it could be the clothes like the other person said but the fit is cuteee it doesn’t even matter

[🦋 @leftunsents]

no more checking if you’ve seen the message. No more rehearsing what I’d say if you called. I’m done leaving the door open for someone who never asked me to.

I’m not disappearing because I stopped caring
I’m disappearing because I finally started caring about myself too.

You won’t get another “just checking in.” You won’t get the version of me that shrinks to fit wherever there’s room. That version is done waiting to be chosen.

i hope you find whatever it is you were looking for. I just won’t be sticking around to watch you look for it

[★ @koiboishedacc]

when i wanna lose weight and shit but i’ve also been doing 🍃 everyday and my ass gets munchies so fucking bad😭 but genuinely i can’t cut it out of my life so i just need to learn to stop..

[★ @koiboishedacc]

looking at old body checks from bmi 15.7 and now i miss being sick

is there a way to be sick and happy at the same time because i genuinely want to be happy but i want to look like that again

[★ @koiboishedacc]

he used me he fucking used me right?? and nothing in that 6 month span meant anything to him only me. he’d kiss me all over and tell me he loved me because it was easy and he knew i believe him im so fucking stupid i shouldn’t have had all my firsts with him i hate myself oh god

[★ @koiboishedacc]

so i told him he moved on in a week and he didn’t even deny it. i genuinely think he was cheating on me now lmao fuck that guy. i used to think he was all sweet and special no hes a fucking dickhead just like the rest of the fucking men in this world

[★ @koiboishedacc]

my ex broke up with me 2 weeks ago and i asked if he has a new gf yet asa joke and he said yes. i’m going to slit

[★ @koiboishedacc]

it’s been 8 months and 29 days since i last self harmed (aka the longest streak ive had in 8 years) wouldn’t it be funny if i just relapsed 😂😂😂

[★ @koiboishedacc]

should not be because he’s my ex meanwhile the friend is my best friend. but i can’t help it i miss talking to him i miss his voice i miss his touch i miss everything about him and i want him to want me back

[★ @koiboishedacc]

he kept saying we’d play the game then we never did and so i texted him “okay im taking the hint ill stop asking” and today he says no we can actually play this time and gives me a time and i have plans to go out with my friend at that time and now im conflicted. but know i

[★ @koiboishedacc]

i’m the worst friend the worst girlfriend the worst sister the worst daughter i really should just fucking die

[★ @koiboishedacc]

my friend today thought i died and almost asked my ex if he’d heard from me and lowkey wishing i took longer to respond so that he did ask because i want my ex to think im dead i want him to feel guilty and shitty like i do

[★ @koiboishedacc]

@yaoiincestlover yeah that’s okay

[𝙻𝚊 𝙵𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚊 @tufaveadora]

Me quedé esperando un "te extraño", un "vamos a hablar" o al menos un "espero que estés bien". Esperé una señal, por mínima que fuera, pero tu silencio absoluto fue la respuesta más clara y dolorosa que me pudiste haber dado: jamás te importó tanto como a mí.

[☭ @vmxn6]

el concepto de no poder estar con nadie xq queres estar con tu ex y q tu ex no quiera estar contigo

[𖹭 ֶָ֢ . @__Moonvibes]

Cuando sabes que esa persona no vale la pena, pero tu corazón sigue sin querer a nadie más.

[star ｡･:*:･ﾟ★ #ilmbf @dwecayedgirl]

my sense of self worth is entirely reliant on if i am loved and wanted

[★ @koiboishedacc]

secretly hoping it’s like this but knowing it’s not

[ً @An0rexik]

when you are both pretending not to care, but secretly longing for each other.

[★ @koiboishedacc]

really trying to speedrun getting over my first love that i had planned my whole future around lmfao

[★ @koiboishedacc]

watched it right after my breakup btw
my friends forced me to go with them as a distraction and safe to say i was thinking of him the whole time
couples have been making me mad lately and now i just realized its nation gf day so im going to kilo myself it’s the only option

[໊ @dopeydoomy]

do NOT watch spiderman if you still think about your ex