I don’t play about embarrassment. I don’t play about public humiliation. Don’t ever put me in a position where people can laugh at me, judge me, or have something to say about me. If we’re together... partner or friend our ups and downs are PRIVATE. We might forgive each other, but outsiders don’t forget. It’s not just what you did, it’s HOW you did it. Once you hand my enemies anything to gossip about, it’s over. Everything you say or do after that is questionable.
Late at night, u start thinking about everything u pretend doesn’t bother u during the day. The people u miss, the things u wish went differently, the words u never said, and the version of yourself u are still trying to become.
depression is real.
mental health is real.
ts deeper than “just being sad.” it’s waking up already tired. it’s staying up all night fighting your own thoughts. it’s losing yourself slowly while still trying to be there for everybody else. it’s crying in silence cause you don’t wanna feel like a burden. it’s wanting help but not even knowing how to ask for it.
some people smiling, posting, laughing, and still going through hell in their head every single day. ts draining carrying pain nobody can see. so please be gentle with people. words matter. check on the strong friend too.
I genuinely don’t care to be close to any one everrr again. Friends be weird, relationships be weird. I really just don’t wanna be bothered with nb at all.
sometimes we don't even realize we're the ones breaking our own hearts. we choose to walk into situations we know might hurt, we let ourselves get attached to people who were never really ours to begin with and then when things fall apart, we act surprised but deep down we knew.