hindi ko na alam kung paano pa ibabalance yung pagiging student and pagiging partner. gusto ko siya, mahal ko siya, pero hindi ko na alam kung enough pa yung pagmamahal ko para ipaglaban โto habang ubos na ubos na ako.
pero ayokoโฆ ayoko pang tapusin. ayoko pang mas maging worse to the point na masaktan ko siya ng dahil lang sa pagod ko. physically and emotionally burnt out na ako. fck med school. ang daming kailangan gawin, ang daming kailangang aralin, ang daming pressure.
and until now, i still donโt have the energy. minsan naiisip ko, tapusin ko nalang ba? hahhaa. kasi pareho na kaming drained sa relationship na โto. parang wala na kaming natitirang lakas para alagaan pa โtong connection.
i miss being excited about things. ngayon parang ang dami kong gustong sabihin, pero hindi ko na alam kung saan magsisimula. gusto ko lang ng konting understanding, konting assurance na kahit hirap na hirap na ako, hindi ko kailangang mawala sa kanya.
wala naman akong sinasadyang saktan or pabayaan, pero ang hirap balansehin ng lahat. parang lagi akong nagfa-fail sa isang part ng buhay ko para lang mabuhay yung isa. ang bigat-bigat na. minsan gusto ko nalang umiyak, pero wala na rin akong luha. i miss being okay.
parang araw-araw nalang akong nauubos. kahit gusto ko siyang kausapin, minsan wala na talaga akong lakas. gusto ko ng pahinga, gusto ko ng konting peace. pero paano, kung parang lahat ng ginagawa ko, hindi sapat? minsan iniisip ko, baka ako yung problema.
it's just so fcked up. ig hindi ko talaga kayang pagsabayin yung med school and siya, kasi for fckโs sake, it's draining me so much to the point na wala na akong energy to communicate or even talk. pagod na pagod na ako, physically and mentally. utak ko sabog na hahahsh.
IU has reportedly arranged for food at designated restaurants and will provide hot packs for those attending President Yoonโs impeachment rally tomorrow.
IU has prepared special support for fans who will attend impeachment rally tomorrow, by providing food and hot pack.
The packs will be available for everyone, even if they're not officially registered in the fanclub.
https://t.co/uvZnGBJVva
@innerxvante bkit mo dinelete post mo mi, nag comment ako bali just search her/his username base sa nakita ko muntikan na akong mag risk, may na scam and muntikan na base sa mga tags sa kanya sa x just search her/his username may lalabas na don.
i really hope that other male celebrities will be exposed just like taeil, because iโm 10000% sure heโs not the only one involved in those kind of crimes. all scumbags need to fall.
stanning nct from predebut til this day you wouldnt expect something like this from taeil, just simply shows we do not know anything about these guys other than their whole idol persona, we really cannot trust any man at all