actually feel so lost i sit in bed all day nobody msgs me i scroll on my phone from when i wake up til i go to sleep i feel unwell i can't go anywhere because of my pain i can't even go downstairs i hate life right now i just wish ppl would talk to me
i have no interest in anything i used to like i don't draw i don't listen to music i don't play games i sit alone all day and lay here in pain scrolling
the thing is my friends know what i'm going through how i am feeling yet they don't invite me out don't bother to speak to me apart from like one friend who msgs me maybe 2/3 times people genuinely only care about how you have been feeling when ur dead