I got raped at 15 and never considered it rape bc I felt bad for the person and then I got called the villian for not wanting to fuck her and instead let her pressure me into doing it and "im a man so we should love sex bc we're men" no.
If I did I'd already be dead by 15 bc wtf did I do everyday I get tortured slowly more and more I don't even wanna be in my own skin anymore I wanna get out
What the fuck did I do to deserve this pain and loneliness this is why I don't believe in god because surely he wouldn't let his favourite creations suffer this bad this is so unfair I wake up everyday worse and worse and I don't even smoke or do drugs haha imagine if I did