Gw sebenernya bukan tipe orang yg diem, tpi gw lebih ke orang yg punya rasa penasaran tinggi. Gw klo di ajak ngobrol, bahas hal apapun slalu ku ladenin. But then.. when I see my environment like this... I think... it's better for me to choose 'neutral' or just keep in silence lol
Capek ya hidup di lingkungan yg konservatif
Tiap hari slalu pake mode survival
Tiap gw dnger ada pmbicaraan yg mngarah ke hal yg dianggap 'tabu' 'najis' (ykwIm), jujur di hati gw itu ky... takut
Ga jarang gw deg2an ga jelas ky yg seolah2 I could be shot in the head at any time.
Baru akhir2 ini gw openly (ke sosmed first, sec trs wa jg yg mostly temen irl gw) itu aj bkin gw cemas ga karuan. Yaaa gw bkin story jg atas dasar krna pngennya gw sendiri tpi somehow gw takut. Iya seorang gw tkut. Tkut dng gw bgtu akn ngubah msa dpan gw nnti
Orang jatuh cinta mah ke yg tipe nya dia bgt, ke sahabat deket (mungkin), ke kenalan, ke siapa gitu ya
Gw jatuh cinta ke gambar jir
LITERALLY KLO DISURUH MILIH MNKH DNG ORANG IRL ATAU STANDEE WUJUD SONA/OSHI GW, GW PILIH STANDEE ANJIRHSKWHFHAKFF BYE
Bbrpa sikap dia somehow ky knal... (ky liat diri gw sndiri mksdny) She's not that tipikal girly pop yg feminin gtu tpi lbih ke tipe badas to the point tp msih ad side dia lucu jg sometimes JDI AP YH
GW PHAM BGT SIH SM JINSHI KEK IYLH ANJIR I'LL DO THE SAME AS JINSHI DOES (caper)
Logika aja lek gw klo jdi Jinshi juga udah klepek-klepek betul sama Mao 😭😭😭😭😭 WHO DOESN'T FALL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE WHO HAVE SEXY BRAIN SMART CLEVER EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY ETC ETC 😭😭‼️