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a butterfly's digital diary . . .
☁️ tw ed, sui, sh ( mdni ! ) ☁️
死にたくなるような汚れぬ夢

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

꒰ unpinning at 119 kg ꒱

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

thinking about chocolate chip muffins . . .

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

posting on my main is actually so scary lmao i'll stay here where i feel safe 💔

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i feel so lonely

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i hate that he's skinnier than me i hate it i hate it i hate it

i will lose all this weight !!!!!! i have no choice i can do it

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

yesterday was a good day, super proud of myself for staying under 1k 🥹 and i even got 10k steps !!

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

eating hurts so much lmfao i think this was a good idea

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i actually did it lol i got my tongue pierced + two other piercings. this is my sign to lock in 😛

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

thinking about getting a tongue piercing so eating will be more difficult . . . not sure yet

[molly ౨ৎ @prncssangels]

ok so i binged

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

thinking about getting a tongue piercing so eating will be more difficult . . . not sure yet

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i wish someone would take care of me

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i want chocolate milk :( and pastries

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

@f4l13nfae same 💔

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

breaking my fast at 43 hours with some bread !! i still don't feel like i deserve to eat tbh 🤧

[brittany loves Christ ★ ★ @ilovemyugw]

the phrase “you’re not anorexic if you’re eating __ calories a day” has killed people btw

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i watched a tiktok of a very underweight girl and someone commented "you're so cute, what's your bmi ?" can we actually stop

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i'm glad i'm locking in now, who knows how much worse i could've gotten

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i was so cute !! how did i not see !!!!! now im fat and miserable omfg i need death

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i was so fucking pretty and skinny last year what the fuck happened

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i was so fucking pretty and skinny last year what the fuck happened

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i really wish someone loved or cared about me, but at the same time it's better for me to isolate myself. i don't want to hurt anyone, because i will eventually end it all

[ʚїɞ @l4m3nt]

i don't want to live, everything is so scary and exhausting