why do i feel so horrible ab weighing 42.5kg? i still look thin… and eating enough will make me feel energized and i’ll be able to live my life. what’s so horrible ab being in the 18s? it’s just a number and i think to forget ab it. all of this. i just want to be a normal girl.
almost a year in recov i think?? i'm doing well, still in therapy n taking my meds! i was given a meal plan n i'm no longer at a worrying weight, just a little skinny! i've been with my bf for a year n i'm renewing my contract at work w added benefits n new tasks.
came here to peep <.< and ngl how did i even endure this kind of negativity i was suffering sm ... n seeing everyone on here suffer was so tiring . i hope you guys make it out <3
if anyone’s interested i’m selling a few of my clothes on vinted, it’s mostly coquette, dollette, y2k and romantic. i’ll be uploading more things, just search framboisebisous
i’ve been in recovery since march/april. i wouldn’t say i’m doing great and i look very average now which is scary but yeah. today is hard. i miss my low weight.