so touch starved i fantasize about simply being held and caressed like i am precious . yet the idea of someone touching me is terrifying bc i feel so grotesque. so im going to stand in the middle of train tracks tomorrow
I have failed
- Socially
- Romantically
- Academically
- Financially
- Spiritually
- Physically
But for some reason I still haven’t killed myself. Let’s make 2026 a good one you guys.