lala

•she/her •21yo• ed/sh•pro recovery*.ﾟvent account

[lala @lalackals]

just lost my job yay best day ever

[lala @lalackals]

i used to be so pretty and skinny
what happened why

[lala @lalackals]

sitting at the beach. such a pretty view but all i can think about is how my jeans feel tighter and my belly forms rolls when i sit down
i hate this illness so much it ruined my life
i have a recovered body but a sick mind

[ɘiʞniq @pinkiepie71]

yesss girl stay in ur room all day and isolate urself until u dont have energy for basic communication anymore

[lala @lalackals]

@yakkuwun @_Captain_Duck name please 🙏🏻

[cherry ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆｡˚⋆ @S0ulGhoul]

….morning routine 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

[🍂 @Lovandfear]

this!

[en ⭑.ᐟ @cerewlmilk]

trying not to say "im so fat" around friends because to non disordered people i am indeed not fat

[† 𝖒𝖎𝖓 @wastedwannabe]

oh, to be young, new to edtwt, in the honeymoon phase, 500cal intake, fasting for days, 20k steps a day, dropping daily...

[lala @lalackals]

i swear these were styros, why do they look like cat scratches now wtf

[lala @lalackals]

@thinspirato it’s not normal moot… please get help

[lala @lalackals]

didn’t feel anything at all
disappointed

[lala @lalackals]

i used to look like this
whyyyyy am i so stupid i need to close my fucking mouth

[lala @lalackals]

i wish i wasnt born