One time a therapist was like “give yourself a reward for completing a task” and I was like “or I could just give myself the reward anyway and not do the annoying boring daunting task” and she was like… oh.
This is covert pedophilia/child sexual abuse.
My dad use to re name his porn with my favourite tv shows and leave them on the shared computer desktop.
That's how I was exposed to porn at age 6.
Then it slowly turned into him accidentally watching cause he thought "we were all asleep" at 7pm while jacking off.
Then it turned into him making me sit on his lap and watch with him while he fingered me before my 8th birthday. If I tried to move off him he'd be rougher or smash my head into the keyboard.
You're not funny doing this, you're not doing it as a "joke" or "for views". Those are your covers to hide you're a predator.
"Oh my bad. I thought it was MLP. (Insert him laughing and everyone else laughing)" - My dad's favourite quote to hide his deliberate renaming of porn videos. (My parents never showed thumbnails of files nor did I know you could change it from list view)
Out of touch. Out of time.
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daily affirmations
- i locked the front door
- i locked my room door
- i locked my car
- i don’t have to go out and check if i locked my car
- the light in my car is off
- i don’t need to check if i hit the car next to me
- the stove is off
- the oven is off