🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days

🧸 18 - #edrtwt | 165cm, sw: 57kg, cw: I DONT KNOOOW, gw: 48kg, bmi 19s😓✌️| EDNOS | messed up internet puppygirl 💻🐾

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

new accountability thread time…. no weigh-ins just to track cals! gonna try avoid processed sugars (aside from when i’m out w friends) ;D under 700 cal limit!

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

i’ve not been binging but i sure have been overeating 🙂🙂🙂🙂 fk

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

girl who sucks at having an ed: hi

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

@wineorexic i called like a week ago and literally their advice to me was 'you should draw' right after i said that drawing usually makes me spiral more LMAO like ok

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

@xvshoota wait i didn’t know this #gamechanger !!!!!

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

my one (i assume) disordered irl is so bitchy it encourages me to recover because like wtf

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

irl is most definitely on edtwt but not in a normal way in a way that seems aggressively proana meanspo fatspo bitchy way. save me. every conversation we have has an edtwt mention.

[kiki 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 @noriricals]

i need to stop being so kind to myself its making me FAT

[chael 🛁 @chaeloric]

lately

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

okay wait update to this i’m still tryna restrict but my mother is trying to fix my diet so for my own sake im not counting calories im just avoiding food 🥹🩷i have very little control over what i eat for now….

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

new accountability thread time…. no weigh-ins just to track cals! gonna try avoid processed sugars (aside from when i’m out w friends) ;D under 700 cal limit!

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

posting this now so i can hold myself to it. 698 calories WHICH IS JUST BARELY UNDER my limit. ⚠️🍀⚠️🍀
at what point do i get used to restricting again ugh . calories stack so fast this is so dumb. tbf idgaf if i go over 700 as long as its below 1k!!!!!

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

like yeah ok you’re eating properly now ok you’re in the recovery process…but like. half the time these influencers show super disordered traits in their videos!!! which can obviously be triggering!!!

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

hot take maybe but you shouldn’t be able to call yourself a ‘recovery influencer’ unless you’ve been recovered for several years AT LEAST

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

my face is so faaatttt

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

i am spectacularly bad at restricting

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

i have arbitrarily decided that froyo calories dont count at all never ever

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

i suck at this starving thing

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

disordered irl basically posted a bodycheck oh yeah so i should just kill myself i guess

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

having a lacy bra would probably cure my insecurities tbh

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

i cant wait to go to uni so i dont have anyone tracking what i eat brah

[🐾🪶 Bowie 📸 3days @laterbowie]

lowcal jelly is genuinely a cheat code bro