蕾拉 layla

自残 / 09年 / shedtwt & my online mental illness diary 在找互关朋友呀 / always looking for new moots~

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

hiya~ i just made this new acc but i'm not new to shedtwt

i might post depressing stuff on here but i mainly just want to chat w ppl so let's be mooties!!

哈喽~
自残号, 在找互关朋友呀!!

(我是中国人, 但是在英国长大的, 所以我的中文有点差, 抱歉 😭😭)

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@itznotester i bought that one asw to try in a few days bc i thought it looked nice….. oh no 😢

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

even if something makes me happy for a moment, i always inevitably return to my baseline depressive state

[stupid idoit t @peeholelicker]

being mentally ill is so humiliating like sorry for acting like that Idk why i did Either sorry

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@suiquote ahh ty i was wondering bc mine always coagulates quickly

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@g0thv3nuss if you want an excuse you could say it’s a skin condition? like eczema scratches or something, you could also just blank them lol

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@tomoparasite obvs nowhere is fully safe but avoid hands, wrists, inner elbows & armpits, take care 🫶

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@seraphiccpixie one can only dream 😔

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@wxb202530605113 mmmm okok 那我就不不好意思了

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

one of my friends asked me to a picnic later this week but it might be awkward for her if i only eat the food i bring, plus the whole situation seems kinda triggering, do i go or nah?

[Phagy @fatchud41]

Does anyone else get it, right when they wake up, before you're fully awake, where your brain is trying to track the calories in an imaginary meal you never ate, and it's super stressful bcs your brain is scrambled and you can't organise your thoughts? Idk how to describe it.

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

instinctively blew some
bread crumbs off of the tesco self checkout today instead of brushing them off like a normal person……. bc what if i accidentally absorbed the bread from my fingertips

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@wxb202530605113 太惨了 😭😭

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

btw i do all of my steps and strength training before noon and then proceed to be utterly sedentary for the rest of the day

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@wxb202530605113 我在放暑假所以无所谓 🙈🙈

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@cigaretteofed tyyyyy!!

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@cigaretteofed i finished mine!! i did it from the start of my wl journey tho so it’s kinda alr full whoops

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

@wxb202530605113 不怕 😇

[mae ❀ @maeniacals]

edtwt underestimates the importance of muscle mass

[蕾拉 layla @layla52yi]

anyone else notice your cuts healing slower when you’re restricting harsher? 🧐🧐